END of first SEM.....

Ahh.....PFEW !!!!

I am tired.... four continuous days of OS prep, supposedly the last exam for the semester... and i am already feeling like an old man (developed STIFF NECK... ) Felt enough of life... OS was my favorite subject in CS... even now.. But i feel id better learn it without any prof intervention. No i dont wanna blame any prof.. But this one i gota say...

Never risk to take grad courses under Indian profs, of course there are exceptions...

Alright, back to square one... FALL sem was more of a test of my analytical abilities... i wasnt sure of my capabilities... so just took some common courses so that i could chill. However the net result wasnt that satisfactory , but still i had a lot of things to talk about my value addition. It wasnt a bed of roses, had to learn things hard way.
1) I was put up in solitude... i didnt get to be the way i had been all these years, socializing with ppl around and chill out. Every body kept minding their own business, nothing wrong though.

Having said about solitude, i would like to say how i tried to manage the pain, I listened to a lot of songs... nothing relieves pain in heart than listening to songs... I have been listening to a lot of songs now a days... Thanks to youtube, Musicindiaonline, last.fm, techsatish.com, filmz.tv .... a lot more actually than this :)
This one song gave me a lot of company.. I wish to sing this one for my friends some day...



2) I learned to analyze my potentials. I got chance to read me. I could see my negatives.. i realized how much wrong i am. I could see a lot of things to improve upon myself.
3) I began to think differently. Nowadays i am questioning my self "Y not this way"(not technical stuffs, but about life and living). It gives me a new dimensions to think.
4) I learned to eat what i cook :P Without complaining :) .... Believe me, all folks in US, i feel u ll agree this point. Cooking is the best stress buster... I am very short tempered. Nowadays, i start cooking when i feel disturbed or feel low. It changes my mood. I feel a lot better after some time.
5) Of all, the best thing i gained here was this one TRUTH :

I learned that i know nothing.

Aaamaa Sanyasi mathri agiten :)

Hurrey ... SEM HOLS... I am off to California for a week time... Gona have fun...